Like Duck to Water, thats how I have taken to life :). This blog is the saga of love and adventures of a small duck in a large water body called LIFE....

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Wednesday, August 05, 2009

The b(d)rainwaves..

Oh man, I haven't updated the blog for days. I still have so much to write about - our Nashville trip, the fair we went to - Snugli enjoyed that so much, about how I feel I'm becoming more and more judgmental and what not. Oh wait, I've also been planning to write about the lullabies I sing to Snugli, the rhymes I try and teach her and so many things. I don't know where the time goes. There are so many things to be done. Still haven't completely setup this home - am yet to buy some things to make it look good. I have to atleast make the ground floor look good before we start inviting people home. Sri's friend already invited us once, so we have to invite them to our house too. Moreover we have already had lunch and dinner in our 2 neighbours' houses. I have to invite them this week, but there will be total 10 people and I wonder if I can manage to cook for them. They both have parents around so they have some help, but I have to do most things myself. Before that I have to get the house ready. Maybe I'll make chapathis, bisi bele baath...

This is a sample of the non-stop transmission that goes on and on, day and night in my brain. Sometimes I feel it ticking so bad that I feel its going to explode anytime. I wish it'd just take a break :-p, shutdown for a while you know? Its like a constant bee buzzing in my ears. I feel so tired some days without even doing anything. Sometimes I even have trouble sleeping because my brain refuses to stop. You know whats worse? It keeps ticking in my sleep too, I get these weird dreams which kinda end up making me feel more exhausted! I wish I could drain the thoughts into a pensieve or something (thats a Harry Potter reference for those who don't know :-p) and finally get some peace. I've tried meditation, but no use :(. I don't know how to make it stop.

Hellllllllllllpppppppppppp :))))))))))))))).


SK retorted...

Why was I nodding my head big time when I read this? :--)I can so empathize, been there, done that. lol.

But seriously, calming down helps to get some real chunk of good work done. :--)

Whenever I see my to-do list trail endlessly with no end in sight, I prioritize, put dead lines, and put them on my Calendar. That way I dont obsess about it when I am supposed to be doing something else, and try to do it when its time.
It seems to be helping quite a bit. :--) Hope it helps you too.

Ketan retorted...

Interesting to note the quite disparate (from mine) thoughts that occupy your mind.

And suggestions for help from me?

That'd be like land elephant trying to teach how to fly to a ' duck sitting in water'!

With your kind of busy schedule, I don't even have the heart to invite you to my blog. :(

All the best with your culinary endeavors!


Rose retorted...

my suggestion : blog moreeee! ..;-)

Sweet Nothings retorted...

Hahaha..I too have many thoughts/to do tasks -going through my mind every minute. This might sound odd but I started to write down everything I need to complete before the day and that way I would prioritize my to- do list.